I keep asking for external permission to be me….looking for reassurance… Afraid of my mistakes… but my mistakes want to show me the truth and are nothing to be ashamed of. I catch myself looking to be liked. And even though I know this is pointless, I look once more.

I am me with all my foibles quirks and oddities.

That is why I came here.

“You have to sell the positive” I was told when writing my biog for this website… but what about the pain and positives that are a part of who I am? – do we have to hide this? Who are we hiding it from? The pain is where we learn… what is the shame in this?

This is a westernised ideal that is now almost worldwide spread and is killing the spirit of who we really are.

This is the positive – Life is amazing AMAZING and this includes the pain… it’s where I find my truth. It is where I can let go of the deep-rooted illusion that lies within and this sets me free.

My Natural High

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